daily intake has come to 1067 calories. Omg how could i let myself be so disgusting. Ive been under 500 all week then i go and blow it because of exam stress. Im going to have to eat breakfast and dinner tomorrow too because i wont be able to concentrate in the exams otherwise. I actually wish i was dead.

omg wth is going on i’ve just eaten like 4 slices of garlic bread what am i doing at all im sat here crying like an idiot because im fighting the urge to throw it all back up when i know i need too but i dont want my family seeing my red eyes or bloated glands and grwgohwdgbuihf i need some help :’( i know ive put on loads of weight i just know it all that hard work has just gone. Gone. 

i dont even know what a normal portion is anymore

today my grandma said she saw a girl who was so thin she could snap

i was so triggered

Ew, 2 whole fucking pounds gained. Fat. Pig.

goforeverforworseorbetter:

goodbye-old-friend:

today i found out that apparently if you kill someone in international waters on an unregistered boat then throw the body overboard they can’t trace it back to any one legal system so you can’t be prosecuted for their murder

so what did you do today

(Source: castiel-is-falling)

ugh I always eat loads when my boyfriend comes round. Im dreading stepping on the scales because I’ll hate myself all day then won’t sleep tonight, but I know ana will make me do it anyway. She always wins.